Monday, September 29, 2008

Workin ...

Started to work few days back..
Tot it will be fun..no..no..no..not at all..SUFFERING..
But of course there's time when u think its fun..when u play and chat v ur colleagues..
But when there's plenty of customer den its suck..
They'll messed up the whole shirt rack..OMG..
And now raya is just around the corner..and everywhere discount..people is all around the mall..
But i guess me and few of my colleagues shop more den we work..
Keep on looking for nice stuffs ..Use more den we earn..wakaka..
Gtg..gotta work again tmr..nitex..

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Missing you each day..

As time goes by.. im missing u even more..but i guess there's no turning back..cause both of us agreed to this breaking up and we think this relationship will not bring us far..so we decided to walk our life's journey into seperate ways..i guess must be thinking that im doing fine without u..u wil never know how i walk this path by myself..and i will never know how u actually feel..but im sure the both of us need time to heal this broken heart..but as u said a broken heart will never be put back together,even if it did,it wouldn't be perfect as before.the cracks remain.

i tot i can do it without u but i realized that no matter how hard i tried still...i still cant let u go so easily..but when we broke up, we knew that this will not be easy..u hunt me every nite..i need more time to be healed..broken heart..

These few days i tink of u even more because one of my fren broke up v his bf as well..there are too many reasons for the breaking up..even if my fren tell me more bout their problem, i will not gt to understand her feeling because when u're not in the situation u will not understand that person's feeling..so im just there to lend her a helping hand and advise her but the rest is still her job to get her own hapiness..hope that she will be fine soon and get wad she reali wanted all these while..listen to ur heart..

alice signing out..nitex..

Friday, September 19, 2008

I'll do whatever it takes

Last Sunday we celebrated mooncake festival and also actually its part of celebrating sin lan's early birthday..her birthday was on monday..we managed to celebrate her birthday v her till midnight..hope that she's happy v it..

This week is the first week of the new sem..assignment is comin soon..everyone will be busy for it again..this week im still aint tat busy yet cause my accounting class and moral studies is still not on..so currenly im just joinin my seniors for class..and its reali fun and happy having them around..its totally different than studyin alone.

Altho im happy in the day but I hate it when the day turns night.There is where the suffering starts. It has been quite a while since I broke up but then the broken pieces remain unfixed. I know I have to face it no matter how because Im the one who asked for it . I did not treasure him when he’s with me . I only realize it when he’s gone..But what is the point of realizing it now ? Isn’t a bit too late for everythg ?? But I rather let go of this relationship den to letting him hurt and suffer whenever he’s with me..I guess this is the best way of solving things..We both agreed to this..Just let this be and we believe that time will heal the broken heart.

I just hope tat in future whenever we meet each other we will be able to give each other a warmth smile.That is all im asking for.Altho its suffering to let go the one I truly loved but I guess this is the only way of giving him happiness.I’ll do whatever it takes to give u the happiness.Take care and God bless u..

alice signing out ...

Friday, September 12, 2008

nothing better to do =(

Today is Rui Gie's birthday..day before yesterday Mr Choo(Rui Gie's bf) called sin lan to help him to order a cake for his sweetie's birthday as he is in Mentakab so its hard for him to booked the cake..he planned to surprise her..he told rui gie that he'll not be able to come back to celebrate her birthday..i took a day off on that day cause i've somethg to be done..den later on i went out v rui gie and sin lan to sign up for the job at padini..

After that, me and sin lan "pakated"..she send me to secret recipe to booked the cake but rui gie was too gatal wanted to follow me to booked the cake cause i told her that im booking thecake for my dad as his birthday is comin very soon..but after all, i managed to get her back into the car again and the cake is smoothly booked..

So last nite some of my frens went to TC to give her a surprise party..i wasn't there cause its impossible for me to go out so late at nite but i was happy enough to wish her at 12am this mornin..anyway..hope that God will grant her everythg which is best for her..this afternoon,rui gie and mr choo came over to college to look for me and eve cause we've decided to go to the pasar ramadhan to get some food..ahhemm..i mean a lot of food..we were like some hungry ghost ..cant resist the delicious food..

well..im stoppin here rite now..dunno what elso to type..im typing this cause i've nothing better to do..will be updting my blog whenever i got somethg to type..

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Always wanted to update my blog but the "laziness" is too strong and day by day its puling me away from blogging..so this time i've decided to drag my heavy ass up to the computer chair and start blogging again..and another reason for me not blogging for like a century is because there nothing for me to blog or should i said there's too much for me to blog and i dunno where to get it started..

Well..after my finals..i've decided to find myself a job so that my sem break would not be wasted just lidat..but i was too lazy to find myself a job so i decided to stay home and watch movie all day long since my mum asked me to take care of my sis and my dad's goin for an eye operation..sad..so i was so happy and enjoyin every moment of my holidays..soon after..eve sent me a sms asked me whether im interested to work in the reception of my college..after thinkin twice..i decided to work rather den wasting time at home..

I felt like im a money freak rite now ..craving for money everyday..muahahahhah...who dont love money rite ?? please agree v me ..yesterday i went to padini concept store in east coast mall to get a job there during the few days of raya..the salary is unbelievable..its RM13.50 an hour..WeeEeEEe...money money..here i come..its oni for the two days of raya ..triple pay..fuiyoh..

Time passes reali quickly..i just realised that my holidays is gonna come to an end ..sobs :( i'll be reali busy starting form next sem which is alxo next week..next sem is a short sem which is three months..normally u can oni take 2-3 subjects in a short sem but cause few of my coursemates are from other college and they're a bit faster den me so i have to pull up my socks by taking 4 subjects in next sem..usually there's oni one class per week for a subject but den because its a short sem so there 2 classes per week for a subjects which means total up i've 8 classes per week..im so not used to that..in my first sem i've oni 4 classes per week..omg..how m i suppose to live with that ?? hope that everythg will just be alrite..

alice signing out...