Friday, February 26, 2010

- Alice in the wonderland -



Im feeling so fucked up now..
So many assignments yet to be done..
Im having fever, flu and cough started from a minor sore throat..that make me lazy to continue working on my assignments..
Sneezing a million times, if its a normal day without sickness, I would take it as someone's missing me =)
Im still not over YOU yet..
At times, Im still dwelling in the past and play back those history..
In heart I noe it well that it brings nothing good by doing this but to suffer again and again..
Anyhow, sickness need time to be heal rite? So do heartache?
But I noe I will be fine very very soon cause no matter how, I need to let go and move on..
So, wish me well..wake up wake up, wake up from the past Alice..
I guess my mum's rite, Im good in wondering, so I should be called Alice in the wonderland..

Xoxo.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010



Felt better after telling u bout my feelings for u..
Even we cant be together but Im still feeling good as if a heavy load of burdens have flew out from my inner self..
I felt much relieved and cheerful now..
The result is sort of expected..
The end result isn't important to me..I just wan to make it clear and hide nothing from u..
I dun care wadever u tink bout me, I just wanna be FREE..

Xoxo,
Alice

黃小琥 沒那麼簡單

詞:姚若龍 曲:蕭煌奇

沒那麼簡單

就能找到

聊得來的伴

尤其是在

看過了那麼多的背叛

總是不安

只好強悍

誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單

就能去愛

別的全不看

變得實際

也許好也許壞各一半

不愛孤單

一久也習慣

不用擔心誰

也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西

感覺累了就放空自己

別人說得話 隨便聽一聽

自己做決定

不想擁有太多情緒

一杯紅酒配電影

在週末晚上

關上了手機

舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易

每個人有他的脾氣

過了愛作夢的年紀

轟轟烈烈不如平靜

幸福沒有那麼容易

才會特別讓人著迷

什麼都不懂的年紀

曾經最掏心

所以最開心 曾經

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看

變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半

不愛孤單 一久也習慣

不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西

感覺累了就放空自己

別人說得話

隨便聽一聽

自己做決定

不想擁有太多情緒

一杯紅酒配電影

在週末晚上

關上了手機

舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易

每個人有他的脾氣

過了愛作夢的年紀

轟轟烈烈不如平靜

幸福沒那麼容易

才會特別讓人著迷

什麼都不懂的年紀

曾經最掏心

所以最開心 曾經

相愛沒有那麼容易

每個人有他的脾氣過了愛作夢的年紀

轟轟烈烈不如平靜

幸福沒那麼容易

才會特別讓人著迷

什麼都不懂的年紀

曾經最掏心

所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心

但卻最動心 的記憶

Monday, February 22, 2010

Update ..

I promises to upload all the picturews after the Kl trip and also the CNY pictures.
Im kinda lazy to do so but since doing assignment is even worse den blogging so why not just blog?

Kl trip was reali fantastic as Nic was around and we reali spent all the precious time shopping and having fun. Why not just let the pictures do the talking?

On the first day, we went for Summer for steamboat, I went there once before and I still like it very much. Some ppl said tat Yuen is much nicer but I haven't got the chance to try it yet. I did not take any pics during steamboat as I was very greedy eating like a barbarian like as if i hadn't eaten for a few years. But lucky thing Matilda brought her special camera and took a few nice pic of us all. Dar, do tag me after u upload it k. Will appreciate it a lot. And do remember to add in tat small fart in tat pic to make her happy. ( i hope u could still remember wad we've discuss on tat night)

This was when we went for Shogun Japanese Buffet..To me it wasn't reali nice, it was just okay, perhaps, i wasn't in the mood for sushi on tat particular day or maybe it was because there were too many varieties until I duno which to eat.







Nic took 2 plates of sushi thought tat we would be very happy eating em but we disappoint her, we wasnt in the mood for sushi and she ended up eating almost all of it until i stopped her. She was afraid tat she will need to pay for the wastage. LOLS.

After sushi we went for dessert at SS2, I love the Durian Cream the most. It was reali reali nice. I love fresh cream, Yum Yum Yum!!








And also not forgetting the Dim Sum we eat on the very last day, wanted to take pictures too but failed again due to our greediness. But we managed to take some of it. HAHAHA.





This was when we were rushing to get onto the LRT to Pekeliling. It was sort of late and I was so afraid tat I won't be able to catch the bus and the LRT took some time to arrived. I was even nervous. Can u see it by my fake smile?




Kl trip was so nice and Nic promised to come back earlier this year so tat we could spend more time together. But who noes wad will happen next, so just let this memories and frenship remain forever.

Coming up next, I would like to thank my cousin, May for bringin back these Yummy cookies for me all the way from Scotland. But this time, its not oni Yummy cookies, mouth watering lamb casserole as well and some chocolates. But chocolates was mainly for my siblings. Anyway, I prefer lamb. How sweet and understanding. Love u couz. This couz of mine is reali nice all the time and not forgetting my other couz which gave me big angpao for my birthday and also brought me shopping in Bangsar when I was in Kl and I could still remember the way she screwed the gay ass when he spoked to my couz so annoyingly with his wanna be accent. And I would also like to thank my cousin bro for buying me Crocs sandals. Thx, I never like Crocs like how I like this pair of sandals.

This is the lamb casserole I was saying.


I havent tried this yet but normally Dean's are nt bad.

This Butterscotch Crunch Cookies is reali fantastic. Loves!!

Here comes the CNY pic, the food, friends, relatives and etc.




This is pork with sea cucumber and mushroom if im nt mistaken. Yummm...




Secret recipe of my grandma..regretted for not learning from her last time.


Dragon fruit and passion fruit, planted by my uncle.


First day of Cny, my family and I went to Pekan to my aunt's hse. Just like every other year, she'll cooked plenty of food and all the relatives will go and makan. Her food is always superb. While waiting for my turn to eat, took some random pics.






Antique iron and telephone.




Tadaaa...the food...it all looked simple but trust me its reali superb plus the cili padi she planted, syokalingam !!



This fried fish with plenty of fried ginger and garlic.




My all time favourite, Fatt Choi, my couz said if u dun shave, this is wad u will get. Lmao. And the mushroom, u must must must eat it when its real hot with cili padi.




One of my far far relative..cute kan? He was posing with his toy guitar and standing so innocently asking us to see, after seeing him, we asked him to sit and he die die still standing there, at last, he said "take a pic for me plz" ..damn cute..









This is not even a quarter of my maternal- side relatives. Imagine how big it will be if all of us turn up.


Second day iof Cny, at grandpa's hse. Yee Sand made by my aunt. I dun fansy Yee Sang but this is reali nice with the salmon and Sai Tou fish.


Home made Passion fruit juice.


Pork with yam.




Lou ah lou ah lou ah!!! huat ahhh!!!







Fourth day of Cny..decided to bring my kai zai for an outing as I promised them to bring them to my hse. Ended up in Mcd. one of them brought his sis. I ordered burger for em all. But ended up non of them wan to eat. But this time it wasnt tat bad, I do not need to swallow the food by myself like wad I did when I brought them to KFC few months back. This time, I packed home. And I thanked Jo and Yuan Ting for companying me on tat morning or else, Im dead.









After the beach, brought them back to my home, let them play at the playground for a jiffy den sent Xiang Yong to meet up with my aunt whose going back to Singapore.
Wanted to send the kids home den one of them said "kan kata nak bawa pergi tgk Dinasour?" Opps, I almost forgot. I'd better keep my words or else they wont count on me the next time.











On the sixth day of CNY, went to Mentakab with Lau. He asked me to follow him since few weeks before CNy but I couldn't make up my mind. But since so many of them has gone back for studies, so I came with him and I never regretted following. Met up with my camp fren. So happy to see them again. Thanks for bringing me around people.




On the eighth day, went to Sendo- Noya with a bunch of frens.




Conclusion, I enjoyed my CNY a lot. But Im sure it will be much more fun by having Nic, Mean and Dar around. I hope next year's one will be a better one but sadly Jo will nt be around during tat time. Girls, why nt we just plan a trip to somewhere? Thanks for making all my days so colourful. Im sure I've put on weight during CNY, so I need to swim swim swim.

Xoxo,
Alice