Once a friend always a friend!

To my besties Sin Lan

Even though Im kinda disappointed that we actually lost touch for quite some time but after talking to you the other day, I felt much relieved. I don't care what had happened, all I want is to be like last time again. We were so close until we made each other's house like our own. We always spent nights together to chit chat and have fun. Until u told me that Chong is coming to Kuantan to help out in ur dad's company. Somehow I knew that our friendship is going to be affected and true enough, my thought strikes!

It has been months or almost a year since we last slept over. I cant remember. Too many things had happened. You and I have our own problem to tackle on. GiGi has a bf already and she's busy with her life too. Further more, we're not studying together already, so we have lesser time to spent for each other. I remembered the last time the 3 of us came out for a drink and you started to tell us bout ur problem and we started arguing. We just don't understand each other like last time anymore. Im sorry for that!!

Now that you're having problem with Chong, I hope that you can cope with it well. Don't let obstacles to stand in ur way, I hope life will treats you well. Just do whatever you think its right. Do not care what people say about you. You know everything about yourself more than any other do. You can always fall back to ur family and ur friends. We are always here for you.

From what I read in ur blog. Do u think that ur taking control over him? Sometimes, u might think that all u do for him is for his own good but u will never know what he thinks and perhaps u have over do it and he thinks that its a burden cause at times he wants it his way. Every individual should have the freedom to choose upon the things they want and every individual have their very own character and attitudes that makes them unique and different. So sometimes you should discuss with him before you make a decision. Let him choose the way he wants to lead his life and if whatever happens, he can't put the blame on you. And as for you, if u think that u want to study abroad to continue with ur studies and if ur parents are okay with it then go ahead. But dont do it because you want to let run away from ur problems as it will only make things worse.Think wisely.

Bittersweet memories we had in our past and I promise we will go through it together always and forever till the end. And I wish to you joy and happiness. May God shower you with His abundant blessings and love. Loves and Hugs dear! Take care and Im looking forward into the next sleep over after so long. Xoxo.

Suddenly this thing came into my mind. I would like to thank my Heavenly Father for granting me such a great life with loving family members and relatives, caring friends and also protecting and guiding me throughout all these years. And also thanks to my earthly father, who never failed to be there to support me during all my competitions and performance. And he's the only Mathematics teacher who can make me understand Maths better. Last but not least, I would like to thank my late god father who takes care of me since I was young and taught me a lot of principle in life. I still couldn't believe that you're no longer here anymore but to me and the rest of the family members, you're always in our heart and we miss u a lot! Happy Belated Father's Day! I Love You!

Perhaps we'll never understand each other.
Loving doesn't mean that we agree.
If that were so, then I would say, why bother?
But there are things I know I'll never see.
I'm sure your heart knows what I don't yet know:
The pain of loving a reluctant son;
The anger, coming fast and building slow,
Of being helpless to control someone.
You want only that I grow up right,
But you know what right is, and I still don't.
I have to learn to wield my inner light,
And if I follow yours, well, then I won't.
I'm sorry for the anger in the air;
Though we fight, my love is always there.

Just came back from Cameron Highlands yesterday.

It was indeed a great trip!

Most of all, I love the cooling weather there.

The plantations, flowers, vegetables and fruits are all so pretty and fresh!

Ate lots of sweet corn there, love em' all.

The strawberries are kinda sour but someone told me if its not sour den its not called Strawberry!

But still, I love to eat strawberry. They have really awesome strawberry ice cream, strawberry waffles, strawberry milk shake, strawberry with whipped cream and A LOT MORE!

I would like to thank God for this camp, without this camp, I dont know when in my life will I have this opportunity to go to Cameron and not only the place, the bond between my church members and I are much better now! Love u guys! Stay tune for the photos as I have to upload all the pics!

Xoxo

Alice

Cameron Cameron Here I Come!!

Will Be Off For Holidays For 4Days and 3Nights!

Stay Tune for the Preety Pics!

I Love The Nature!

Therefore, I <3>

Wonder!

Beautiful beach, pretty scenery, meaningful songs, lovely sea breeze and sound of the waves gives me the strength to think better

Are you worth the waiting??

Smile like a dumb dumb, smile like a maniac, smile like never before.

=)

Its has been more den a month since I last updated my blog. Time flies super fast when everyone is busy with their own life. So many things to update this time around but Im too lazy to rewind my mind and blog it out.

In the last post, I've mentioned that I'll be going to Kemaman for curry mee. Well, the curry mee was yummy I must say. Oh well, perhaps, I should put my trust on Chin Yang on food. I've gone there twice. Apparently, the nasi lemak is good too but I haven't try it yet. Must give it a try the next round I go.

Was kinda busy with my church Jumble Sales preparation and also my college Charity Garage Sales. My church one is over now left with my college's one. It will be held in East Coast Mall on the 26th June. We're selling second hand products like clothes, house decorations, toys and etc. Not too sure about the outcome for my church's jumble sales cause I wasn't there to help on that day due to my cousin's wedding. The wedding dinner was good, the dishes were quite special, so much to eat and the best part is we all enjoyed the time spent together. This time around most of my relatives came back except for a few of them. Looking forward for another cousin's wedding on Dec. Really hope everyone will put in their effort to be present for that dinner.

Wasn't in a good mood today!! Real bad!! How I hope to have someone to talk to but everyone is so busy with their work and Im so used to keep it to myself already. Actually life has been good to me, its just tat with my discontented attitude, I want things to be in my way, I want things that is hard to get, I want things that is impossible to be possible, I want life to be the way I prefer. Yes, I know I should be thankful.

Im looking forward into the month of August where I will be completing my diploma. Pray hard that everything will go on smoothly and NO FAIL!!! Cant wait to ciao from this college. I must say that Olympia is a good college where u have nice buddies and also cool lecturers but I want to go out and explore and try all on my own. I want to see where is my level without a lot of spoon feeding. I've just got my results for last semester. 3As 1B..But my parents dun seems to be happy bout it, they said the lecturers are not strict in marking. =.="

Am going to Cameron on the 17th to 20th. Its my church family camp. Hopefully I'll enjoy myself there staying away from the hustle bustle of the the town and also put my mind off the things that Im not supposed think..It has been so long but I still cant take my mind out of it..How long more should I stay like this? How much more time should I spend in this broken heart? I wonder.....

Love is gone and my heart is a bird,

that has lost direction mid-flight.