Lets usher in the brand new 2012

Finally, 2011 has come to an end. A year full of explorations, experiences, happiness, sadness and memories. Each and every year, we'll have different experiences and when the year is coming to the end, we'll start thinking of new year resolutions but how many of us actually work towards the resolutions that we've made?

I've gained new experiences by studying away from home. Meeting new friends, becoming close friends, into relationships, falling out of love, joining clubs and societies, striving through exams, going on vacations and a lot a lot more. Thanks to those that have left a footprint in my life regardless good or bad one.

I haven't started thinking of my new year resolutions. Perhaps, I should start thinking now. Knowing that I'm always not satisfied with so many many things. But one thing for sure, studies is my top priority for the coming year. "Oh God, I pray that time will pass faster in the coming year and I pray that I will be able to pass all my papers successfully and also enjoy my very last year of uni life. Amen!" That's all I'm asking for myself. Other than this, I pray for health, wealth and happiness for each and everyone of my friends and family.

So where are u people heading to for ur countdown tonight? No matter u're spending time with ur family or friends, or perhaps ur studying a thousand miles away from ur family, I hereby wish all of u a Blessed 2o12. All the best in ur future undertakings and strive hard for whatever u wish to achieve, no matter its studies, career, family, relationships or so on. Break a leg people.

XoXo.
Alice

31/12/2012

怀念,可是再也回不去从前.

曾经我不可替代的全部 离开了.

曾经我过分珍惜的男人 失去了.

曾经我最怕失去的感情 结束了.

他离开了 我们结束了 我失去了 也不相信了.

怀念以前 怀念原来 怀念曾经

怀念以前的每一句我爱你

现在的每一句都是奢求

我知道你不可能再跟我说我爱你了

于是我明明很爱你可是连说爱你的勇气都没有

怀念原来你给我的每一次感动

我知道我现在做什么你都无动于衷了

以为你会回来 可是你没有

直到你连个人说明都改了 我才死心

怀念曾经你说过的每一个承诺

你说你跟我说过的话没有假的

每一句话我都当作承诺来听来记

我全相信 也包括到最后你跟我说的那句不合适

可是呢 你离开了 以前我都记得 你忘记了没有

你说让我相信你

你说永不终止的爱

你说你不可能放弃

你说心里只有我一个

你说你想好好的

你说你爱我千真万确

你说你喜欢和我一起憧憬未来

你说你在乎我你爱我

你说我的位置没人能替代

你说...

我说我爱你

可是后来你说了不合适 你说了再见.

曾经你是我不可替代的全部 从未想过要分开

你给我写的每一个签名说过的每一句话我都记忆犹新印象深刻

我从一开始就下定决心 可是还是结束了

我记得你跟我说过的每一句话。

我记得你说过你更需要我。

我记得你说过你就爱我。

我记得你说过谢谢让你遇见我。

我记得你说过咱俩不离不弃。

我记得你说过你会一直陪着我。

我记得你说过你爱我永不终止。

我记得你说过让我相信你。

我记得你说过亲爱的会一直在一起。

我记得你说过你不可能放弃我。

我记得你说过...

我记得你说过好多好多话。

每一句话我都印象深刻 每一句话我都记得。

也记得最后的那句不合适。

为什么没有以后了 因为不合适。

这句不合适我也当承诺傻傻的相信了。

因为我知道 你不会骗我每一句话都是真的。

那也包括这句不合适 这句再见。

可是过去的回不去。

回不去的就应该让它过去。

不怀念 因为我会泪流满面

不怀念 因为怀念也回不到从前

你知道么 我很不愿意离开你 可是还是和你说了再见

所以选择 不打扰 不相见 不怀念

这篇文章送给我曾经执着爱过的一个人

到现在 你依然不可替代 可是不是全部了

因为我知道回不去了 再爱你你也看不到你也不会接受

也许,你自己也忘了你从前所说过的一切.

I LOVE DAD

I’ve had hard times

But I’ve never been alone

I’ve had doubts and fears

But I’ve never been without

Someone to tell me

I could make it

I’ve had disappointment

But I’ve never been without

A good example to follow

I’ve had good days, bad days

And all kinds of days in between

But I’ve never been without love

And Dad, you’ll never be without it either

That’s how it is between a dad and a daughter

That’s how it is between us

You’re someone to be proud of

Because you’re a kind

and special person

Who puts others first

Thanks for loving and understanding

And for being the best Dad

I could ever have

I LOVE YOU DADDY

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY

WITH LOVE

Life Choices.

Life is full of choices
Make sure you pick the right one
Don't listen to the voices
Hear only yours and you have won

Many people will tell you
You need to change your looks
Don't take to heart their view
Fabulous bods are found only in books

There is only one voice
That you should listen to
It will help make the right choice
That is perfect just for you

Your looks are your own
Someone will always love you
You will never be alone
Look in the mirror and you'll see who

Letting Go

How do you walk away from someone you love

And take the road of friend;

Can you reroute the course you have taken

And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go

But inside me I know I must;

The times we've loved, the times you've left

My heart says stay but it's my mind I must trust.

I gave you all I had

I tried to make it last

But now all we have

Are memories from the past.

So look me in the eye

And tell me what you see

A girl so broke inside

Who's been through misery.

And now I’m moving on

With the pain that kills inside

But I’m starting to forget

By reminding myself, how you’ve survived.

We have shared so much together

Laughter, fun times, tears;

Yet sometimes we can't turn back time

We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy

And your soul mate you will find;

I know we each have one out there

Even if for now , only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you

May God's best come your way;

And on some quiet tomorrow

We will realize things were better this way.

I LOVE YOU <3

Such is Life

Ten days of holidays just passed like that.

It seems like I have not done anything beneficial in this holiday.

Spent most of the time with friends compared to the parents. Feeling guilty.

Did not even have time to rest peacefully and re-energize myself.

Was mentally distracted and tortured, feeling more exhausted than usual.

This is not a holiday, its a temporary break from the heartbreaking place.

Life is so unpredictable, man is so temperamental.

Mummy always say "Girl, Life is not a bed of roses."

This applied to all angles of life such as studies, work, relationships...

Predicting the outcome of a relationship is damn tiring.

Its never a hypothesis.

U gotta do the experiment to make the right conclusion.

It starts with only I Love U and ends with 1001 excuses.

Like it or not, U gotta accept it.

I guess, such is life.

Leaving home back to the heartbreaking place again tmr.

I was counting my days cant wait to go back to Uni in the past Feb.

This time around, its so different, Im so reluctant to leave.

Perhaps, I just don't wanna face the reality when I know I have to.

I cant be dwelling in the past when the other half has already moved on.

Well, so sad but its true. Again, such is life.

TWO is better than ONE

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

(The meaning of this song is never like what u've always said. It means two combine and became one not loving two is better than loving one.)