Tired..

Damn exhausted today..woke up at 4.30 this mornin..my bestest aunt from pekan woke me up..she cant sleep..so we talked..my bestest uncle which is my this aunt's husband passed away last year..i knew my aunt is still struggling to let go..so i tried my best to advised her..i told her that life goes on no matter how sad we are..but i know its alwiz easier to talk and advise someone but when somethg reali happened to ourselves its not easy for us to think the way how we advised someone..pity my aunt who live all alone in pekan..her children are working in other states..i just hope that God will grant her many more good years ahead and keep blessing and guiding her..well, my mum is not feeling well today..i guess she's too tired of work..she's a bit too hardworking..hope that she'll get well soon..went to belly dance today..was damn embarrassed..the steps were a bit hard as i joined just twice..shaking and twisting the body are damn beautiful but when u cant follow the steps and the music and the others are much more better and ahead of u makes u feel embarassed..me and rui gie joined the belly dance class while sin lan sit there and watched us..i mean videotaping us..made us distracted oni..bloody hell..damn envy those who can reali twist and shake their body..im sure one day i'll be like damn(ahemm)..a bit too perasan..hahaha..tomoro will be aerobic class if im not mistaken..that is not so bad at least..anyway..i got to stop writing now and go to bed..or else i wouldn't be able to wake up in the mornin tmr..nitex..

alice signing out..