I miss the YOU that I've knew earlier

I often wonder is neglecting a common act of human?

Things that we would not mind dying for once upon a time, can be as tiny as a dust until we don't even realized the presence of that thing.

A love that is so hard to be owned can be just kicked out from the circle of love in a split second.

I guess time has slowly pull us apart. I don't feel the love as much as before.

I can still feel the heartbeat I used to have when I looked at u last time.

I can still hear the jokes and laughters that u've always created and left me smiling stupidly.

I can still remember how much u care bout me and comfort me.

And I will not forget how u never failed to stand by me when I needed u most.

I always believed that people changed from time to time and same goes for a person's feeling.

But I never expected this to be so fast. Things started changing when we started to be together.

Is't you who've changed or is't me who've been thinking too much?

U've started to complained bout my carelessness, my non- observant and my mistakes.

I know I can be blur at times but sometimes I chose to act dumb cause words that comes out from ur mouth can just shatter my heart into pieces.

Tiny little things u said can make me go thinking the whole day but I guess u will never know how I faced all these by myself.

U've told me before to share my happiness and sadness with u instead of sharing it with the rest, how I wish I could actually do that but ur time is so hard to be asked for.

I miss the YOU who will get angry whenever I push ur hands away when u try to hold mine.

I miss the YOU who said u miss me every second of the day.

I miss the YOU who not mind me nagging u cause u know how much I care.

I miss the YOU who are as sweet as candy and words that u said can melt me instantly.

I miss the YOU who always stick to me wherever I go and will never leave me to be alone.

I miss the YOU who will get angry for the little things that I've said wrongly.

I miss the YOU who always walked me to class and waited for my class to be over.

I miss the YOU who can memorize my time table without peeping at the piece of paper.

I miss the YOU who always send me text msged in the morning and night.

I miss the YOU who die die wanna change phone with me without changing the simcard.

Most of all, I miss how much u said u love and miss me and the way u kiss and hug me.

Someone had shown me this video called "Stranger, again" in Youtube. It stated that there are 7 levels in a relationship. I hope we're not at any of the last 4 stages. I sincerely pray that this relationship will workout somehow. I cherish this relationship so much and I hope all the effort I've invested in will not gone to waste. I do not mind how winding the way in the future will be, I promised to go through with u as long as u still love me. <3

Signing out.