It has been quite a while since I updated my blog. I actually tried updating it for a time or two, but ended up deleting the whole thing, feeling boring and ran out of inspiration. I hope this will be a successful one.
Well, as most of u know, Im currently pursuing my Degree in Inti Nilai. It has been a while since I came here. 4 months passed just in a blink of an eye. There's so much happenings, so much memories and so much stories that I could not just tell it out here. In a shorter way to conclude this, I had a lot of fun here and still do. I would like to thank those who entered my life since I came here, U guys have always brighten up my days. I thought it will be a boring place surrounded by jungles but u guys have proved me wrong.
Some little play back moments when I just came. On the first day I stepped my feet here, I have the sudden urged to run back into the car to follow my parents home. All these while, I have been staying home even when I was doing my Diploma. I know I can overcome homesick in a snap of fingers but still the feeling of waking my siblings up early in the morning, hugging and saying good bye to them, looking at those tears rolling down from my maid's face, I told myself, I have to hold on my tears and tell them I will be fine. All the way from Kuantan to Nilai, there are hundreds and thousands of questions running in my mind. Whether I have made the right decision to come here after so many researches have been done? Whether I have made the right choice of pursuing this course? Whether it is the right choice to let go of my dreams of studying abroad?
When we arrived, I went and registered myself and made all the payments. There are so many new and strange faces. How I wish I have at least one friend to be at my side on that very moment. After checking into the room, my parents walked their way to the car and headed home. This moment I shall remember forever. I tried to hold my tears again but I failed. Hugging parents isn't a practice in my family. But this time around, I hugged my parents so tightly before the left, my mum started shedding tears and I couldn't control myself too. My dad being the strong one, trying to cheer us up but I can see the sadness in his eyes, he was sad too.
After they left, I went to an activity called OLE that have been planned by the uni. An ice breaking activity. This is where I got to know so many friends and they are the ones who have been going through all the ups and downs with me until today. We spent most of the time having breakfast, lunch, dinner and also supper together. We planned our own games and tell stories of our own. Few days later, classes started and everyone have their own schedule and some of us have slided away from the group. But I guess, this is life, people come people go. But once a friend, forever it will be. Sometimes, we do meet up for games and food. As most of you know, my birthday is on the first month of the year, I thought I will have to celebrate a lonely 21st Birthday myself but my new friends have proved me wrong. They celebrated my birthday with me, special thank to all of you. You know who you are! Thank you. We also planned a few outings together and we had loads of fun. We will continue on planning more outings as some of the friends are going abroad soon.
Im running out of inspirations! Lastly, I would like to introduce this someone whom I've met here. He was in my group during the OLE and we started being friends and he always made sure that I have companion all the time because he knew that I am all alone here without having any friend at the beginning. He also introduced his friends to me and we spent most of the time together until today. I have chosen him to be with me in my future undertakings! I hope that this relationship will be an everlasting one. <3
Will try to update more often if I have the time and inspiration. More photos will be uploaded when I have time. Signing out for now. Xoxo!!
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