Where there is love there is life

I've so many unspeakable thoughts and feelings within me.

Its ain't secrets, its just hard feelings.

How I wish I've someone to talk to.

How I wish I could read everyone's mind.

So that I wont fall into dilemma again and again.

What is the actual reason why God wants me to be here in this world, I wonder.

To spread His word? To tell of His love? or something more complicated than these?

I've seen uncountable incidents that happened around me that makes afraid of life.

Im afraid of falling into the same situations.

Can someone please lead and guide me through this dilemma?

Its not easy. But I've learn something through all these.

The only person you can trust is yourself and God.

Even if the whole world is against you,

You still have to be strong, and

Not forgetting that He's always there for you,

Whatever happens is by for a reason and

He's the only one who understands it.

Sometimes being alone is not as bad as we thought

Because the person you thought you could trust can be the one that hurt u most.