Once a friend always a friend!

To my besties Sin Lan

Even though Im kinda disappointed that we actually lost touch for quite some time but after talking to you the other day, I felt much relieved. I don't care what had happened, all I want is to be like last time again. We were so close until we made each other's house like our own. We always spent nights together to chit chat and have fun. Until u told me that Chong is coming to Kuantan to help out in ur dad's company. Somehow I knew that our friendship is going to be affected and true enough, my thought strikes!

It has been months or almost a year since we last slept over. I cant remember. Too many things had happened. You and I have our own problem to tackle on. GiGi has a bf already and she's busy with her life too. Further more, we're not studying together already, so we have lesser time to spent for each other. I remembered the last time the 3 of us came out for a drink and you started to tell us bout ur problem and we started arguing. We just don't understand each other like last time anymore. Im sorry for that!!

Now that you're having problem with Chong, I hope that you can cope with it well. Don't let obstacles to stand in ur way, I hope life will treats you well. Just do whatever you think its right. Do not care what people say about you. You know everything about yourself more than any other do. You can always fall back to ur family and ur friends. We are always here for you.

From what I read in ur blog. Do u think that ur taking control over him? Sometimes, u might think that all u do for him is for his own good but u will never know what he thinks and perhaps u have over do it and he thinks that its a burden cause at times he wants it his way. Every individual should have the freedom to choose upon the things they want and every individual have their very own character and attitudes that makes them unique and different. So sometimes you should discuss with him before you make a decision. Let him choose the way he wants to lead his life and if whatever happens, he can't put the blame on you. And as for you, if u think that u want to study abroad to continue with ur studies and if ur parents are okay with it then go ahead. But dont do it because you want to let run away from ur problems as it will only make things worse.Think wisely.

Bittersweet memories we had in our past and I promise we will go through it together always and forever till the end. And I wish to you joy and happiness. May God shower you with His abundant blessings and love. Loves and Hugs dear! Take care and Im looking forward into the next sleep over after so long. Xoxo.