Its not as sweet as it seems..

I dreamt of u few days back. It was so real until and I was so happy for tat few seconds. And when I finally realized tat it was only a dream I was heart broken and finally I realized I still like u as much as I like u in few years back..

When I woke up from the dream, I tot I've already told u bout my feeling and u understood it and we're already together..how sweet and how dumb at the same time..

M I supposed to play save or play a risk game? Keep it for myself and digest it or fight for it? And i might lose u as a friend at the same time. I hate the awkward situation when I talked to u. Even if we cant be together, I just hope tat we can be as good as last time. Talk, laugh and be happy..Cant u just fulfill this request of mine?

P/S: I realized I like u more den anything after the dream. I will do wadever it takes to turn this around.

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone and a Belated Valentine's Day..
There are lots of pics tat Im going to upload after CNY..no point uploading now as CNY is not over yet, its a waste of time doing the same job for 2 times..so chillax and wait for the pics to be uploaded..Im into taking pics lately, taking all sorts of nonsense and random pics..

Speaking of Valentine's Day, it seems like the worst Valentine's Day ever..Its even worst den not having the another half to celebrate with u..I don't know why, its just suck..I was having real bad mood in the morning..Tears started to shed when I was in the car listening to music, thinking bout some past, the past where Im so into someone who I cant be with after so much struggling..Im still having the same mood today but its much better, perhaps having mood swing and gambling is bad as u will not win a single cent but lost all to the banker!!

Please stay tune..i will be back after CNY as I promised to upload those photos taken during CNY..Once again, Gong Xi Fa Cai..

P/S: I hate the feeling of missing u and looking back at the past where u treated me so good but at last u splashed me with few bucket of cold water and left me just lidat. Even we were together for tat few seconds, my heart was pumping wondering whether i shud tell u the truth, but at last, i tink sometimes, its better to keep it for myself as telling u will not make any difference after all i guess.

Yes, Im here to announced tat I'll be leaving to KL morning..Yeeeepeeeee!!!

Im overly excited. Anyway, I've met Nicole this evening, we went for Lin Chi Kang and Yong Taufu. Kerina and Law tagged along. And as usual, everyone thought tat Im actually with Law even after my explanation. >.<"

Cant wait to start shopping for CNY clothes and Im kinda sure all the good once are sold out ady.. Ppl have been shopping for new clothes since few months back d i guess?!?!?! I haven't started packing yet and Im supposed to go out later to the beach with Nicole and the rest of the frens but Im afraid tat I cant make it as I've tons of things to do at home.

PS: Im glad tat u've move on fairly well. And now u're heart broken again cause of another relationship after us but Im kinda sure tat u will be able to move on again. Wad u need is only time and frens. God bless u.

4 more days to go before im leaving to Kl..wooooohooooo~~
I noe I sounded so much like a jakun who never enter Kl before but the joyfulness tat Im having now is beyond comprehension.
The joy of meeting up frens, having fun, shopping, eating, clubbing..

Went to Revival Suite to do relaxing to my hair..
It didn't make much difference i tink..perhaps, this is wad I wanted..
I wanted it to be straight so tat i do not need to waste time on drying up my hair..But i didn't want it to be too straight so tat my face wont look as round as the Chinese New Year Lantern hanging outside my house..
Firstly, wasting time, especially I need to wake up earlier so tat i will have enough time to blow my hair. Secondly, wasting energy to dry it up. Besides tat, wasting electricity. And after all, it wil also damage my hair..wad kinda crap is this..

Went to shop for Chinese New Year's stock yesterday and this noon, was discussing with mum on how to decorate our porch and living room. But no matter wad I've said, she'll sure have something to cut off ur ideas. So, the easiest way is to shut ur mouth and listen to wad she'd said and start working out ur way to show her which is the best. And true enough, she likes the porch very much, I guess!?!?!?!? But sadly, the living will remain the same as before. Dad and I planned to draw the Chinese New Year's Blossom on the wall but kena shooting by my mum. Saying tat, we tot by watching the house design program on tv can make us a good designer, so potong steam kan? I tink she dun even noe tat my dad is a good artist. His drawing are fantastic. And at the end of the day, she still asked me to do tat on my own home next time. Sigh...Speechless....Nvm, i shall do it next time and make her regret a million time for not following my ideas..Hahahahah..Anyhow, she'll be able to enjoy the beauty of my house because she's going to stay with me or she'll be visiting me alwiz Im sure =))))

The other day I was actually talking to my mum bout I want a big big house made of either glass or wood, my dream car, how i want to plan my wedding ceremony and stuff. And as usual, she just cut if out, asking me to eat more "tai tao choi"(i've got no idea wad is tat) or else stack my pillow higher to sleep so tat I could dream bout it. At last, to satisfy myself, I shouted, " I WANNA BE BOSS!!!!!" and gava her a big shock.

Me: Dun ever look down on me, I will bring u shopping everyday when Im rich.
Mum: YAYAYA, to shop for my tongkat to support me from falling is't?(damn menyakitkan hati)
Me: Nvm, nvm, I'll bring u on vacation, ok?
Mum: Only if u will still remember me.
Me: Okay, fine!! I'd better talk to the wall.

I guess this is one of the way parents used to support u to study harder in order to achieve ur dream? Or this is just a hint to make u feel bad so tat when they're old u'll still remember to take care of them? Sigh..

Gotta go, I was supposed to do my assignment this noon but ended up helping my mum in the house decoration. And supposed to do it now but ended up blogging shit tat is useless to my studies. So, tell me how m I supposed to achieve myt dreams? I guess mum's right, I need to stack up more pillows to dream bout it. At least, I have it before (in my dream).

Xoxo,
Alice

Im supposed to post this blog week ago but just too lazy to do as Im alwiz lack of ideas of wad to blog..

As sch has reopened, which means I've started to teach in the kindergarden again.. I miss those ex students so much, now i know wad's the difference between a normal and hyperactive kid. Last year, I used to tell those kids tat they're the naughtiest kids I've ever met and this year having 14 new students and 7-8 of them are hyperactive, I've finally understand the meaning of hyperactive..The problems that they caused can drive u crazy and might get heart attack by the "surprise" that they've created..Imagine u have to erase all the mistakes they'd made and hold their hands to rewrite it, popping ur eyes and yell at them to make them to be afraid of u but they thought that u're just playing around with them..making u like their servant, cleaning up the mess they've created..Insane i'll be..

Chellez was back but sadly she has gone back now, thanks for the sweet memories tat we had in the pool, I still remember ur "D** lo, lok sui jor( its raining)" when u was about to jump in to the pool..omg, its funny..

I would like to thanked my college mates for celebrating my birthday with me, my secondary sch frens who did the surprised for me, and to all those who gave me pressie and wishes..ur sincerity is very much appreciated..

Supposed to follow Matilda to the Genting trip for Penny's concert also didn't make it..but another big plan is coming up..I will be leaving to kl on the 5th of Feb as Nic, James and John will be coming back from overseas..This time around, I hope there will not be any problem anymore..I just hope tat all conflicts will be forgotten and we'll all have great time together..

Safe journey to u both..

Boon Mean has gone to UK yesterday, safe journey to u for both going and coming back time..Even u'll nt be here for Cny but u'll alwiz be in our heart..Wishing u Happy Chinese New Year with ur family members there..And also Happy Chinese New Year to those who will not be able to come back for Cny..Especially to Chellez..

Im going for my JPJ driving test tomoro, people, please do pray for me. As Im one of those honest human who doesn't give duit rasuah..Hahaha..the fact is tat my dad doesn't let me pao, he said fail until u can eventually passed..dun need to worry bout the times u need to retake, Oh dad, but Im worry bout my time..Im not so free to retake a thousand times, but I hope Im nt as noob as tat..Oh God, please bless me..Amen..

Im getting real sleepy now..

Xoxo

Alice

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People,

I've change my blog link to alicesueann.blogspot.com

The old one is no longer available

Please do save the new link

Thank You

Xoxo,

Alice

Prayer Answered!!

God i thank Thee for answering my prayer at last..please continue to bless and guide him Lord

But i have another prayer request..

Dear Lord,

Please bless me and let me pass for my driving kelayakan today..please not fail me as i wan to get my license before Chinese New Year..Please not let me bang any tiang and hold me when im on the bukit, dun let me slide down please..u noe my weakness but i noe with You all things are possible..i remember You said, Seek and ye shall find, ask and it shall be given unto u..Amen

XoXo,
Alice