when u're gone

when u're gone ..

21th July 2008
did not sleep d whole nite..was completing my assignments ..wanted to sleep after that but cant even sleep for one single min..

22th July 2008
Peter came back..it was suppose to be happy but somethg happen which make me felt numb..after college ..came home to sleep cause was damn tired..after a while my dad came back with my cousin's husband..they were shifting my grandma's dining table into my house..at this very moment i knew somethg is going wrong..my tears kept rolling down..but waited patiently until my dad completed the job and i asked him wad is happening ..he said the doctor said that my grandma mite not go thru tonite..i was damn sad..sitting in the hall keep flashing back on the past ..thinking of the moments when im v her..tears kept rolling down..nothing happen that nite but in my heart i knew somethg is gonna happen tomorrow..

23th July 2008
In the morning ..i went to college for my academic english's presentation..after that i called my dad straight away and asked him how was my grandma ..he told me that grandma had passed away..on that very moment..i knew everythg is changing..i was very upset but not even a drop of tears came out form my eyes..maybe i was too ready to accept this ..my grandma once said that it is not good for a folk to passed away at nite..they believe that after eating 3 meals which is breakfast,lunch and dinner and they leave us this will affect the grandchildren to be poor next time ..i guess this is the main reason why my grandma breath her last breath this morning ..she was using the oxygen tank to help her to expand her life span these few days..my aunt told me that when my grandma passed away ..all the 10 of her children was beside her bed asking her not to worry and asked her to rest in peace..that was very good because on her last breath at least all her children is beside her..before this ..all my relatives came after receiving the news that my grandma was very sick..

24th July 2008
My uncle from England came back..he had to kneel to walk into my grandma's house according to the temple man..he cried very badly because he got not much chance to spend with my grandma..and suddenly my grandma passed away just like dat..

25th July 2008
Funeral day ..of course everyone was very upset ..we'll not be able to see my grandma after this ..but my dad went around and asked us try not to cry on the funeral cause he duwan to let my grandma feel sad..but still many of us cant stand and cried..In the morning ..one of my aunt came and told us that last nite she dreamt about my grandma called her and told her that she's fine and asked us not to worry ..i guess this is wad my grandma wanted to tell us..she want us to be happy and dun worry bout her..after listening to the news..many of us cried cause we felt touched..

26th July 2008
Still flashing back to those moments when my grandma is around..i felt so damn bad cause when she's around..i din make full use of the opportunity to take care of her or even spend time v her when she's just staying not far from my house..but its too late to apologize..when someone is gone its too late to do anythg else..i was so touched when my aunt told us that she dreamt of my grandma called back and told us that she's fine..after death she still care for us..she still find ways to inform us that she's alrite..and i guess she waited patiently form the 22th nite till 23th morning only she leaved us peacefully for the sake of us(grandchildren)'s future..how good and how lucky to get a grandma lidat..but too bad i did not appreciate..

Phew...

Finally completed my assignments..there is some little tiny stuff need to be done den i can passed up my assignments ..this is the moment that i've been waiting since few weeks a go..

Tomorrow Peter is coming back from Sydney..Omg..yeepee..damn happy..
Now he's already at Bangkok airport waiting for his flight to fly back to Malaysia..

Cant wait for tomorrow when all the assignments will be passed up..left the presentation..i guess there is no big deal for the presentation...

Right now im having ulcers on my tongue and it hurts..man..God ..please bless me to recover soon..Anyway, my medicine is coming back..wahahah...joanne ..u know what i mean..

Gotta catc up v those little stuff to complete my assignments now..tomorrow i have to wake up very early in the morning to go to college and send every ssignments for wei hong to print it out for me..Lord, thank u for granting me such a good senior..and also thank u for sending rui gie as a fren for me..she accompanied me a few times till late evening in college..

Gotta go..will be updating this blog soon..muax..

busy week !!

man ..all my assignments is killing me ..i guess after this blog i mite not be able to update my blog till the coming week ..

there is 4 assignments for me to complete and i havent even completed one of them ..just hoping for the time to passed faster and get all thgs done ..

cant wait for next week which all my assignments need to be handed up and by that time ..peter is comin back dy..oh gosh..that will be fantastic..but still i need to hurry a lot of stuff for the OB nite..so i guess maybe after that only i can really spend time v peter..(im sorry b)

thanks to joanne for helping me a lot to get my assignments done..cause im busy searching for information and also typing out all the essays ..so she helps me in my slide show presentation..thanks a lot ..anyway ..this is wad frens are for rite ??

hahahahahaha..thanks a lot jo jo ..

7 sins

i guess i reali need to stop fooling people..see my sloth is damn high ..mannn..

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	High

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Story about Ernest..

yesterday was quite a great day for me ..there's a guy called Ernest in my college..he's damn funny..adorable and shud i say he's easy to be cheated..wahahhahah..he's my senoir actually..

(case 1)
there's once..when i came out from my class to chill for a while i saw him standing outside of a classroom..so a quickly went to him and pretended that i wanted to enter the class..so he asked me .."are u going to enter this class?" den i was thinking if i get to fool him it will be damn fun man..so i quickly answered.."ya..i need to meet the lecturer..can u helped me to knocked the door?" at time that i dont even know whose the lecturer but im sure there's a class going on there..so ernest being the helpful one helped me to knocked the door and i quickly ran into the computer lab as it was just next to the classroom..when he saw my reaction he knew it was a prank and he quickly ran away..but nothing happen anyway..

(case 2)
so here comes yesterday..when i was in class..i heard ernest voice coming from the next class..and after a while i heard someone's playing basketball in the class well..im not sure whose's the one playing but its alrite..so i decided to fool ernest again..i was imagining his face when he got fooled the other day..den all of a sudden i laugh damn loud and keep on bangin the table when my lecturer was half way teaching..den my lecturer felt weird..he asked the other student ..wad is going on..he tot he had said somethg wrong..but no one else laugh except me..so i asked the lecturer to hold on for a while i said i want to show him somethg funny..so i wlked out from the class and went to the next class..i saw there are a few student lepaking in that class..but most importantly ernest is there..i saw a guy was holding the basketball..den i told ernest .."ernest,mr azizan(my lecturer),wants to see u cause u've been making a lot of noise in this class..especially when u're playing basketball just now..it reali distracted us..!!) so ernest was shocked..and once again i saw his funny face but i told myself not to laugh otherwise wad i did will be all wasted..so ernest told me that he did not play just now..the other guy was playing but i said it doesn't matter but mr azizan wants to see u ..den ernest jokingly scolded his frens said "see..because of u..im going to meet the lecturer on behalf of ur mistake..i love u guys (showing flying kiss to his frens)" den he walked in to my class and there mr azizan was looking at him..ernest quickly asked him "wad happen sir..? i x main tadi...bla bla bla.." den mr azizan asked him back "wad happen ?? why are u in my class ??" but mr azizan knew it was a prank made by me cause im always the one who loves to fool around..den the whole damn class was laughing like mad..den ernest looked at me saying thank you..u did a great job..wahahahaah...

this is wad i'll do to keep myself entertained when im in college..wahahahahahah..damn it..i've been laughing all the way when im blogging this..

Counting down..

Counting down...6..5..4..3..2..1..(imagining he's back)

6 more days mite sounds fast or little to u but its actually damn slow when u're waiting for somethg to come or u're waiting for someone ..agree ??
but when u're enjoying.. 6 days just passed like nobody's business..

Well..im keeping myself busy when he's not around..there's not many of my frens left here ..
but sometimes when u reali needed someone to be there for u ..there'll not be anyone free to be v u there and keep u company..well..i guess wad my mum said is reali true..Life is aint a bed of roses..actually time is passing like it does everyday..its all depends on us how we beautify it..

Apprecaite it a lot b

This is specially for u b..

Thanks for caring for me so much

Even when u're in Sydney

U still tried ur best to get a Australian number when u arrived there

It is so damn expensive but still u bought it for the sake of contacting me

Want to know how m i doing in Malaysia

Want to make sure everythg is fine

My thank to u is beyond comprehention

Thank for treating me so well

There is times that i reali made u mad but u know i dun mean to hurt u

Sorry and thanks for everythg..

U're gone for just a few days

But it seems to be like very long ago

I guess i have to get used to it

Cause somehow u're leaving for ur studies as well

And i cant depend on u always

I need to decide thgs meYelf and also walk my own journey of life

U're oni there to walk v Me and beautify my life

But i appreciate every moment when u're v me

Thanks you very much

I miss u and most of all I love u

THANK YOU VERY MUCH..!!!!

i knew it will be bored without u

Promise to post his pic when he's in Sydney rite...wahahahah..i kept my promise..but he's aint that thin nw..shud i call him FATTY..

Peter : Sydney..i come i come ..(cant wait to go,alice cant get to fan me..hahaha)
Alice : Boredom..i come i come ..(yes,peter's not here..boys hunt..)

Oh yay..peter's not here in kuantan..that's fabulous..i can go for my boys hunt..im sure he thinks the same too..but its not fair rite ?? theres so many hot chics around the world ..i can only hunt in kuantan..or shud i say boys hunt in kubang buaya..cause i got no licence to move around..shit..its not fair man..(peter's getting mad..yay yay..)

Okie..i was just kidding ..well..he's already in Sydney now..i guess he's having fun there..yesterday i woke up at 12pm..thank God..usually im not lidat..d day before i slept at 4am..im too exhausted maybe..in the afternoon i taught the boy who came over to my house for tuition..(wad to do..poor..gotta work to earn for a living)..Besides,the boy's in form1 this year..i am suppose to teach him bm bi and kh only but he went and cancelled all his other tuition and asked me to teach him bi bm kh geo sej maths and sciene..the income is very eye openin..but how can i teach him maths..geo and sejarah when i usually get C or D for those subjects..so my dad helps me on that few subjects..but my dad is damn good in calculating ..he said he is the one who found the student for me so i have to give him sum interest..+ each time he teaches the boy he'll get rm60 per session..nvm ..he's my dad so better not be so calculative..but ..my money man...not fair la..

peter is gone for just few days..its so damn bored ..at least when he's here i'll find ways to get my ass out from home ..just agree v me ..when there is a will there is a way..i cant imagine wad i'll be doing in the next comin week..i guess the mushrooms..moss and algae will love to company me at that time..nvm..just hope that i'll be busy v my assignments and college stuff..so at least i'll not be that bored..

im now in pekan cause my cousin came ..later i'll be going back to kuantan already..i stayed here for one nite..was supposed to buy Murtabak from pekan town yesterday but my aunt has prepared dinner for us so we came back for dinner..shall i call it supper because its already 11pm at that time ..the Murtabak here is fantastic ..u cant get it in kuantan..its Rm7 one damn piece..but its worth it after all..

im totally out of idea what to blog nw..lets just wait for the next time..

Ciaoz..

Quite a happy day tho

well..after all..today is a day that considered quite memorable for me..
im able to get to know my seniors well..they're damn funny people..
my goodness ..the whole time i was v them i kept laughing till i came home .
...

between ..i was right ..d principal wanted to meet us to discuss bout the OB NITE bt its actually kinda waste of time ..she just wanna noe hows d progress for d dinner cause she's nervous cause there's no news bout d dinner..so she wanted to meet us ..all of us tot there's somethg so so so serious and important...

after the meeting ..me and my seniors lepak at the meeting room and talked bout the performance that we are going to perform.. we talk bout our family and so on..suddenly sin lan remembered that we need to go to Ms Garden to pay the deposit to booked the ball room for the dinner..

Four of us went to Ms Garden by sin lan's car ..when we're in the office to meet the person in charge of the ballroom ..evelyn and sin lan was so serious talking to the person..while me and hui gie kept on talking and laughin all the way..after that evelyn told us that there's a piano examination upstairs so we being some ''kepoh'' went upstairs to listen..there is a moment of silent cause we're standing outside the room listenin to the music..after that we decided to take a move ..

so we walked to the lift to go downstairs..when the lift door opened i walk in very quickly cause im afraid that the lift door will close and i'll become sandwiches..when i entered the lift i quickly look for the button which keeps the lift door open ..den suddenly sin lan pulled my shoulder and sounded so scary and serious ..she asked "it is already so late but why there's still so many people in the lift"..i was so scare that quickly jumped out from the lift because ther is no one in the lift at all..when i jumped out from the lift i saw sin lan and hui gie was laughing like mad while evelyn being the serious one askin wad are we trying to do ??

after that we went to just reax to chill for a while..den sin lan commentted to go to McDonalds for the french fries..but after discussion we decided not to go ..we went back to our various home after that...thank to sin lan and hui gie who scare me like hell this evenin ..im now in the hall v the company of my youngest bro..im typing my blog while my bro is waiting for me to complete blogging..im too scare to stay up till this late alone cause of the incident happened this evenin caused by sin lan and hui giee..

rite now im still waiting for peter to msg me ..he went to meet up v his ex classmates and promised to msg me after he get home..i guess he's still v his classmates now ..cant msg him anyway cause his phone is out of battery..

well..that's all for today..nitez..

Bored !!

Bored weh!!

Im now in college..there no class today..huurrayy..but there will be a meeting at 2pm later..the principal wants to meet all of us ..dunno wad's the meeting all about ..but i guess its bout our college OB NITE which also known as Orientation Ball Nite!!

Here is some detail bout the OB NITE ..

Date :08-08-2008(nice date rite?)
Venue :Ms Garden Hotel
Time :8pm
Theme :Red Carpet
Ticket Price:RM50

For those of u who is interested to join us ..u can just link me in my blog and inform me ..i'll get the ticket for u ..

The function is just around the corner but there is not much preparation done yet ..but there are many of them who are quite busy lately getting the tickets all printed out and preparing for the performance..the lecturers are all preparing for their performance as well..i guess it will be fun watchin ur lecturers performing on the stage..cant wait for it..

im actually in the college's library now ..cause im quite close to the librarian here..so im using her computer rite now and she's doing her photostating work..later on i'll be goin to lunch with her in Megamall and get some stuff there..so at least im not so bored later..

Peter is leaving to Sydney tomoro for the WORLD YOUTH DAY 2008 about ten days..he's on the way to Kl now..praying for his safety journey there and also to Sydney..oh ya..BOYS HUNT is starting soon !! huurrayy..Peter's not here..of course i'll grab the opportunity to go for a BOYS HUNT rite..(peter..dun get mad,u can also go for GIRLS HUNT in Sydney,there's more hot chics there form all around the world!! not fair!!)

Well..its almost time for lunch..promising myself to get my assignment done when im here in college but this is wad i do,blogging..dunno when only i can finish up my assignment..Okie..gtg..ciaoz..

About Me

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I guess u guys know that im actually in Olympia College right?? Maybe for the most of u will think why im in that college ?? D reason im there is cause my mum dun allow me to go to other places to further my studies cause she thinks that im too young to go out there all alone..but somehow someday she needs to let me go..well ..for now lets just wait for that someday to come..so now im in this collge with seong how..thank God that i've a fren there..if not im gonna die of boredom..cause u can hardly find student in that college..and i've only got 5 classmates..can u imagine that ??

There's only me..Kerina..seong how..xiang yong..yong liang..enwei..michelle koh and etc left in kuantan ..seong how is leaving me to other college sooner or later..xiang yong and yong liang is also leaving to somewhere which im not sure bout the whereabouts..so leaving the few of us behind..well..this sounds a bit emo..for now im still convincing my mum to change me to another college but she's always saying "wait for ur 1st sem's results first lah....bla bla bla..."(if my mum sees this im gonna stay in kuantan for the rest of my 2.5 years)

Take a look at my college !!! here is my college whereabout!!!! =X hehex..


Michelle is leaving to the states very soon !! North carolina..
Here is a map for those who dunno where is usa..


Oh ya last but not least ..im back v PETER CHRYSOLOGUS BOON YEW HANN.....!!!! i'll post his photo some other day okie cause he's right here beside me now..i dun want to get spanking on my ass later..wahahahah!!!!

i guess that's all for now..

This is for all my bapokz frenz out there!

Nahh... finally here lah... happy anot? Since u guys always say I didnt update u all... So here I am with this effing blog...

I'll try to keep u guys update with this blog lah.. ok ok ok ok? Wahahaha...

First Post!

Just testing my first post.
Will be back soon. =)